I'm so SorrY, Lynn...!!!

Sorry......
Does this word meaningful?
Does this word let you forgive me?

I admit that recently i didn't treat you nicely or friendly... this makes u heart broke i think...! It's my fault... i didn't even say 'happy birthday' to you during your birthday. i can't even realise when is your birthday... and i didn't prepare a present for you...!! What kind of friend am i for you??? NOT WORTHY at all....
SELFISH!!!! that's what i am. Cindy Kong is selfish.... i made my friends disappointed of me... i made my friends feel sad everytime.
Lynn, today is much much different already... don't ever trust somebody, even he or she treats you very nice. They might betray you one day. Try to be independent. That's what i did now. I never share my problems with friends. I burry all my "problems" in my soul. But it's very uneasy to do that.
Anyway, if you still believe me you can 'bla' all your unhappy thingy to me. I'll lend you my ears. Sorry ya.... i hope that we'll still BFF.